My Lord God

Shared by my friend Abbot Placid Soliari, OSB - Abbot of Belmont Abbey Monastery at a time of pain and confusion.

MY LORD GOD,

I have no idea where I am going. I do not see the road ahead of me. I cannnot know for certain where it will end. Nor do I really know myself, and the fact that I think that I am following your will does not mean that I am actually doing so. But I believe that the desire to please you does in fact please you. And I hope I have that desire in all that I am doing. I hope that I will never do anything apart from that desire. And I know that if I do this you will lead me by the right road though I may not know nothing about it. Therefore I will trust you always though I may seem to be lost and in he shadow of death. I will not fear, for you are ever with me, and you will never leave me to the face of my perils alone.
Thomas Merton - thoughts in solitude.